after being programmed to waking up around 8 or 8:30am the last couple of weeks, i am still conditioned to wake up at this time, and this morning was no different, when i woke up around 8:30 and couldn't go back to sleep. however, today was different; today i woke up alone. there was nobody there to smile at and say "good morning. i love you," to. i fear the mornings to come...
there must be something i can do, to keep my mind active and forget for the time being. sometimes this is the hardest thing to do.
today is a new day, and i should be thankful, for i am well. today means yesterday has gone and past. one day down. one less day to spend alone. one day closer to my love.

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