ANOTHER LETTER TO RENE'

yay, you wrote me back. :) i'm happy now. :-D glad to hear that you're okay... or at least still alive...

papers are almost finished. only one more final paper for my dream class, which is not graded, and then my icky essays for my english class. remember when i used to like english? well no more. this class has broken me.

poor kitty. i wanna see your kitty. i still haven't gotten to see your house yet. umm... like... several people went down and they got to see it, but not me. i was on my way to porterville. i just went home and cried. these mean people also went to dewars without me. no wonder why i hate them all. i don't tend to hold grudges, but there are just some things that you cannot forgive a person for doing...

i get to be home for my birthday. it's on a wednesday, so i was going to throw myself a party in your classes. don't worry, i'll make my own cake. or maybe mom will make me a cake. that would be nice.

i've decided that i don't like school anymore. but then again, i've kinda decided that i don't like anything anymore. i've been told that i complain too much, and i can't argue with that. i should know, i have to live with myself. i guess i'd rather sit around and complain about everything instead of getting off my butt to do something. i'm in a sorry state. i sit here in my room in front of my computer, only leaving when i have class. this is my sad, sad life now. the constant rain does not help. it only puts me in a depressed mood, as if my computer weren't enough to keep me down.

got my classes for the spring. i'm only taking 14 units again. schedule looks even better than this semester. i have world prehistory on tues and thurs from 10:45-12; humanistic, existential & transpersonal psy on tues from 1-4:40; the person in society tues from 7-9:40; and psychology of learning on wed from 2-5:40. not bad. only one long day and only one night class. i'll still have my mondays and fridays free. i feel lucky that i got all the classes i wanted. unfortunately, many students are having fits with getting the classes they need. something about budget cuts? damn the man! they're capping everyone at 16 units as not to go over the allowed enrollment. otherwise the university has to pay the system for going over in enrollment. education's been screwed over in california. i guess it's not on top of the priority list anymore, but it makes me wonder if it ever was. stupid californians. we'll all pay in the end.

take care. maybe i'll see you soon.

amy