DISGUSTED

one person does it, we all do it. that's the theme of our lives, huh? you know, it must be cause i've just gotta fit in. can't go around being different. i mean, what're people going to think about me if i'm not doing what everyone else is doing? i can't be myself. that's bad. but wait, maybe it's just that i can't think for myself. nope, gotta have someone else think for me. please tell me what to do. tell me what to think. i don't have a working brain anywhere in my body, especially my head. i am lost without society shaping me into a person. i mean, god knows i can't do it myself. that would just be horrible. can't even think of such things. maybe cause i can't even think.

i don't know what to do. so i keep changing my mind. today i'll do one thing, and tomorrow i'll do something else. now, i can't really make up my mind. that involves making a decision and sticking to it. i can't do that. i wanna do something big. wait. i can't do that. it's too hard. i'll do this. but wait. that's too hard too. so i'll just do this dinky little thing here. yeah. that's it. that's what i want to do.

this must be the way the system works. but now you're sitting there thinking, i'll just change. i can do that. well here's your little piece of enlightenment. it is something that cannot be changed. change, that's bad. we fear change. so don't go and change now. you might not be able to function. but oh wait, you're not functioning anyhows.


I'M BEING WEIRDED OUT. YOU PEOPLE DISGUST ME!