AM I DREAMING?

i feel as though i'm living in a dream--but this isn't just any dream. it is the perfect dream. and standing beside me is him. everything is surreal. can it possibly be real? is it possible to be this happy? i can think back to a time when i only wanted to crawl into a hole and die--the despair that comes when all hope is lost. now that seems like another life. a life that has died for a new one to be reborn. with this rebirth has sprung new hope, a knowledge that was not there before.

i'd always thought i'd been blessed in this life, but now i know that i am. i can think of nothing greater than to have him next to me, completing me. i wonder why it took me so long to open my eyes. blinded by fake beings, shadows lurking deep within, somehow he caught my attention. and now he has my full attention. i am all his.


you are everything to me. i love you not with my whole heart, but my whole being. thank you so much for loving me the way only you can, for letting me be someone special, and for sharing your life with me. if this is a dream, may i never wake up.

i love you always...

your amy