yo yo yo...what up??? kris just left my house like half an hour ago. she had to go pick up her sister from college. man...she should've just left her there for the weekend. anyways...she convinced me to put on the sixth sense...again. i mean...how many freakin' times am i gonna have to watch it with her??? well...we almost had to watch beauty and the beast. last time we so called "watched" it, i had to fast forward through most of the movie. anyways... we took a walk to see the house and popped some of those popper thingys. this morning i saw michelle in the trio office. we talked for a bit since when i went by my class, it was locked. i brought some tortilla chips and some salsa. julie and josh w. ran by the mini mart last night on their way to see mr. deeds to pick me up a bag of chips...how nice... anyways, we had to take a test...but then we went over to lynda's house and ate a bunch of food. she gave me a ride and we talked about school and stuff. she has a really nice house. almost the whole class came for the potluck. we had enchiladas, rice, burritos, 7 layer bean dip, homemade salsa, a whole bunch of different chips, and soda... we stayed there and had a good time. brendan gave us a ride back to school. he's the craziest driver i've ever had the privilege of riding with. he takes the off ramps at above 40 m.p.h. and weaves in and out of cars on the freeway. let me tell you...it was thrilling, but it was scary. clocked in at noon today to get me other two hours in since tomorrow is a holiday. josh was playing the penguin puzzle and had been playing it since 8am. he almost made it to level two hundred when he finally left and i took over from there. when i left at six, we were over level three hundred. i tutored ramon this morning in stats. i also read an english paper and helped maribel with her stats a little. mostly we talked though. kris, lisa, and joshua came by. charlene caught a glance at them and thought lisa was just one of kris's friends with her little brother. well...she is only 25 or 26, and her son is 3. man... i mean, anahi is 24, their brother is 22, and kris is almost 21. that's crazy. well... i'm still awaiting my response from rene'. i emailed her and she hasn't emailed me back yet. perhaps i am just too impatient... well...this might be a little off topic, but... why lately have i felt that i'm screwing myself up more and more??? we live in a strange and crazy world, and i am one messed up sick person...