today was one of those better days. josh invited me to the movies tonight to see lilo and stitch. we both liked it a lot. it was a cute movie. then...we went over to his house (well actually the keele's) and talked and he gave me a bag of yummy peaches. got home around ten and haven't done much since then but eat, chat, and take a shower. today i had a lot of students. i met with one to work on stats around 11:20am. kris came by to bring me my hat and belt, which i put on right away. then she and her sister gave me a ride from their parking space back to the parking lot. whew...i didn't think i could make it back walking. i might have keeled over and died on my way back. anyways, saw angelica today. she and i went to the photography room to find a photographer to take some pictures of "the trees" that they plan on cutting down...more to come about "the trees" in the future. anyways, i told her i could take some color photos and we agreed to meet tomorrow at 11am so she could drive me by to take a look. met charlene's sister who came by to borrow her "pizza card." you know, the kind where there's a lot of discounts on the back to a whole bunch of different restaurants... julie left for dad's today on am track. she'll be gone until the end of the week. YEA I'M AN ONLY CHILD!!! too bad it's only for a week though. i'm trying to convince kris to come live with us though. wish me luck...i really need it. finished watching like water for chocolate today in class. it was a good film, but sad too. if you wanna catch a good movie with quite a bit of nudity in it, this is the film for you...so...anyways...charlene, josh, and i wrote a mean email to kris today. now i feel bad. i don't think she took it seriously...i mean, she knows the truth, or at least should because i was totally honest with her...but i still feel bad. i mean, she's my friend and i'm supposed to be a friend back. sometimes i just feel like a horrible friend that i don't even want to know and then i realize that i am the way i am because i don't know what else to do...well enough about me for now...gotta finish my email to rene'. and kris....if you do not want to see me again, i would understand....