so...summer school began yesterday...i finally found a class--spanish!!! three hours is too long to sit in one class though if you ask me... only one person came by to be tutored both yesterday and today too. had lots of homework though tonight--in fact one week's worth of homework. yuck. anyways, it feels good to be back in school. had a fun time at shawn's birthday party on sunday. met his family. you know...the "inbred hicks from back east." they sure are crazy. had a wonderful never to be forgotten time a few days before that. last night all i wanted to do was crawl in a hole and die... today is a new day though...and i think i'm doing better. i believe i just might live out my dream to die alone.... send me your prayers...