i know...i haven't posted anything in a while...i mean, who even reads these anyways. that's okay. someday i'll sit down and read them all and then i'll think back on all the memories that i remember from these blogs and realize how truly glad that i am that all this is in the past. i've been having a dilemma the last couple of weeks or so, but i'm doing better. while it is not always the answer, time really does help make things better. sorry, can't really get into the good gossip stuff. anyways... so...saw mommy sporer on thursday of last week. couldn't talk to her though. i felt bad though because i think i made her feel bad. amir came up from irvine to see me. yes, you heard right. he came up to see ME. right now i am getting paid to post a blog on my webpage. that's pretty cool. can't beat that. i've been playing lots of freecell and lately i've been hooked on the game collapse through yahoo games. this week i'm taking pictures for vbs, or vacation bible school for all y'all out there who don't know what this vbs is. ate lunch today, but only because kris and anahi fed me. that's a good thing. i weighed myself the other day and i had lost ten pounds. i guess i've had more important things to think about lately, you know, like who of my friends hates me and what did i do now to screw up everything. well, just so y'all don't worry too much, i gained it all back...and in one day. so there. anyways, while i was able to eat (man, they even made me my favorite...macaroni and cheese and the kitchen *heeheehee) i didn't get a nap in. i still hate my class, and if you didn't know already, i hate my class, and i still hate it. it's too long and boring. oh well, i will survive...and if i don't, well, i guess i won't have to sit through spanish for three hours four days a week. saw capt. toe today. she brought me a catalog from slippery rock university in pennsylvania. it has a cool picture on the cover. now i can't decide if i want to live in the bell tower and change my name to quasimoto, or still live in her p.o. box. of course ringing the bell tower at odd times of the day sounds like it would be a lot of fun. i'm still not sure though. if you have any suggestions as to which decision is better, make sure you let me know. i mean...you know i'm not good at making my own decisions, so HELP ME OUT. amir, nat. and i went to see scooby doo on friday after spending the day at kris's. good movie. i enjoyed it. spent the night at amir's, then, amir and i went to see spiderman on saturday. you know what i thought? FINALLY!!! i thought i was going to have to wait until it came out on video before seeing it. it was an awesome movie. sad, but the coolest. kris and yolanda went to see a movie without me. i was so hurt. i was so sad. you can not imagine. i must have cried for two straight hours. well... would you believe one whole hour? how about ten minutes? how about i was steaming with jealousy? well, believe what you will. WHATEVER! saw jake today. that was nice. made him give me a hug like i did to brendan when i saw him for the first time in a long time. shawn came by yesterday. he and his family left early this morning to arkansas to take his dad's remains there. they'll be spending about a month over there, so if you're in arkansas or anywhere in the surrounding area, and you hear an explosion, it's just shawn and his family blowing up whatever they can get their hands on. well...i'll try to write more often...at least so i can amuse myself and see how much i myself can remember. so, do not forget what i learned in vbs last night--god knows us...AWESOME!!!